its nothing personal

I'm back and I'm not going to lie, I do miss this space. Its not like I've totally forgotten about this place but my mind just goes blank whenever I think of something interesting to write.

Well, its not that I have anything interesting though. Exams are around the corner, everyone's really stressed out.

However, I just want to get my message across through this space. I'm thankful if you're even reading this by the way.

I often wonder what causes people to change and would I view them any differently from last time. The truth is yes. I am the judgemental sort. I'll be thinking 'Eww, why did he or she become like that?' And if this post offends you, then I'm sorry. Maybe the reason why I refuse to blog here is because I'm afraid people might get offended.

However I usually set the standard higher if I am looking for a partner. I mean, I don't think there's anything wrong with setting certain standards for yourself. Let me just put it this way, the person must have high moral standards.

Anything outside that circle is just considered as mutual friends. I wouldn't want my partner to suffer from lung cancer, liver damage and aids, as mentioned by Bernadine.

I'm not trying to deceive myself, but I do have some feelings for people whom I was once close with. But the truth is always disapointing. Letting go is all part of the process, not letting go is all part of the mind. Okay, I don't know about the previous statment but it sounds cool.

Oh ya! I think I just got myself a younger sister! Or at least I treat her like one. Aww, she's really awesomely precious and I'll do anything within my means for her. It took me a lot of hard-work and courage for me to get to this stage!

Another thing I'd like to add in here is do not add salt to my wounds, do not add oil to fire. All these while, I've been taking in all your nonsense, the scoldings, the jealous nature and the making use of me. I'm not going to tolerate it any further and I promise you one more time you do it again to me, I'm going to flare up, big time. And you wouldn't want it to happen, trust me.

I might appear to be very gullible, easy going and mild-tempered but do not push your luck too far. Enough is enough darling.

Until next time!

I got my head checked at 1:55 AM .