Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I'm feeling so mundane. And I feel that my mind is about to break down anytime. Sometimes, I just feel like making some major major changes in my life. But its gonna affect some people and I got to be prepared to sacrifice a number of friends.
Yes, I'm mad right now, fuming with rage. For reasons that I can't disclose and can only keep it to myself. Its suffocating. I should probably stop blog hopping and learning more things which won't be of any form of benefit to me. The more i know, the more complicated the situation becomes. But I can't possible turn a blind eye to everything right...
So its like a cycle.
I sometimes blame my over-analytical mind. I solve questions like how I would piece up a jig-saw puzzle. Lying to me is like a form of deposit. Because once I find out, I'll return it back to you with interest.
I think I really need a change but I need to give it careful consideration.