its nothing personal

You're hurting me. Emotionally.

Sometimes I wish we would never have known each other. But who am I to say such things. Its not within my control.

If everything happens for a reason, then I wanna know the reason why.

Perhaps you have no idea how much all these are affecting me because of my can't be bothered attitude at times.

I'm born into complications. I'm fed with luxury and stress.

Sure, from an outsiders point of view, I portray myself to be a fortunate person. I am. I won't deny.

But have you any idea how much pressure I face?
Have you any idea how much my reputation is being cared for.
Have you any idea the shame my family receives if I do anything wrong?
Do you know that careers and results are important to everyone in my family?

Sometimes, I've lost the strength to breathe.

I got my head checked at 2:34 AM .

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