its nothing personal

St. said I looked really pale today.

I dunno.

Its just one of those days where my attitude sucked and I say things without processing through my brains first. Oh wait.. maybe I don't have any.

Gawd. I'm really reverting back to my old ways. One of my friends told me that if I become like that, she's gonna punch me hard. Please do. I need it now. Especially now.

I'm disappointed in myself.

The expectations I've set for myself have not yet been reached and I'm slowly losing my grip. I guess I'm just not good enough for many things.

My folks have gone to Malaysia and I have no freaking idea when they're coming back. So its like I'm all alone at home blasting my music. And yeah, for once, I'm actually lonely. Empty. Self-pity.

Its raining now and I've no food. Look how spoilt I can get. I could go cook something but I'm plain lazy. McDonald's are unhealthy. So I guess I'll just give this meal a skip. No big deal.

Complicated minds lead to a complicated life
Simple-minded people tend to lead simple lives.

I've never been simple, since day 1.

I got my head checked at 4:16 PM .