its nothing personal

Throughout the night I pondered
Deep into my inner soul
Those tenacious arms grabbing me by my neck
I stared deep into the eyes of the assassin
Crimson red was what I saw
Splashed with the word 'failure'
Blood-soaked hands that spared no mercy
A nefarious plot from the very beginning
That left me exhaustively undiscerning

I'm not sure if the above makes any sense but I'm just expressing my thoughts for some matters. I guess I've learnt something despite the torture I've gone through. It has made me a stronger, tougher person. I'll shed no more tears for the pain.

I know I can, because I believe in myself.
And I will not tolerate people who try to bring me down in any forms.
I will show you, that whatever shit you try on me, you'll regret it.
I will prove to you.
And make you go down on your knees begging for mercy.

Because I haven't forgotten the promise I made for myself 10 years ago.
I might be losing my memory,
But this priceless piece of remembrance will never fade.
Never.

Serene Tan

I got my head checked at 2:22 AM .