its nothing personal

WOOORRDDYY post ahead.

Gee.. Dad has been really lucky recently. I think he's like blacklisted at Raffles Country Club, a place that we frequent. He won money and treated my family and relatives. hahaha. =) yeah and I think he's somehow getting richer.. hmm.. something to ponder about. lol.

He was telling me when I was younger and I actually signed my report book myself (forge) instead of letting my folks sign (because I did horribly). I find this funny though. HA! I'm smarter when I was younger. lol.

Been doing A LOT of thinking and reflecting recently. Like the last time I went cruise with my parents and I ended up eating banana split all alone in the middle of the sea. I kinda find that pathetic now. lol. Yes, loner since young.

At times I think that I'm mentally unstable. Its not a joke, mind you. I have serious anger management problems but its not as bad as before. Toned down quite a bit but got heated up again due to work. Won't mention what happened though.

But you know, like what Donald Trump says, Its nothing personal, its work. (smth like that). Yeah have to keep reminding myself of that theory and unfortunately, its not working that well. hahaha.

Okay learnt that the cruise provides swedish massage and it overlooks the sea!!! omg. yes, I wanna go but partner seems reluctant. hmph. oh wells. Neh mind.

I'm trying to make this entry wordy so that no one reads. No, this is not a reverse psycology.

Gee, I've been going to lots of country clubs recently. I think I like Keppel club best. Been to the gym? It overlooks the sea. The treadmill faces the sea as well. Awesome view. I won't mind going to THAT particular gym. hahaha.

I sat in the Subaru Forester again today. Breathtaking indeed. But the back of the car got scratched by a freaking lorry and that made me so emo. sad.

Had Jack's place for dinner. Erm. Is my taste skyrocket high or is the food there seriously lousy. I expected more. Coffeeshop food anytime.

I just wanna drag this entry. Make it super wordy.

Ah yes! Mum told me that my brother intends to get married next year. Come to think of it, I'm actually sad. Yeah. Very. Not many brothers give their sisters platinum cards and bring them to the doctor even at midnight.

I guess I'm living a life of royalty that I don't even appreciate. Shit me.

But I'm glad he's happy. Hate to see him angry and all. So heart-wrecking. Mum says to save up money and buy him a gift. And the first thing that came to my mind was to buy him a WMF cutlery set which costs about 500 bucks. But I won't stinch when it comes to buying gifts for people especially my brother. Even if it means starving a little. No joke.

But then again, I think he prefers to eat out. Plan B anyone?

Okay okay, I'll end here. Bye and say Hello to a very terrible Monday. LE SIGH.

I got my head checked at 11:08 PM .