its nothing personal

Its been a long time since I last touched seafood. Sure, the temptation is always there but I'm pretty much surprised by my ability to resist temptation.

my friend once told me to try to find the types of seafood which I am allergic to instead of just avoiding all them. Its too big of a risk to take though. And my doctor says that seafoods, beef and duck are out. I don't miss eating beef. Not that I don't like it, but I just don't eat it on a regular basis. I miss eating duck though.. and erm.. I do eat it occasionally.

A friend of mine asked me this recently

"Why is it so hard to ask you out"

Like the gatherings of herstory and all.. I don't go for those.. not because I'm trying to play mysterious or hard to get or whatever thats in your dictionary... its just that I don't like socialising in big groups especially when I don't even know anyone. Well, even in groups when I know everyone, I just tend to get really quiet.

I guess the only group which I'm familiar with would be my secondary school clique but thats a different story altogether and I honestly miss them. I'm sorry for my childish actions. But I'm glad Jeannie is still my buddy.

I just feel like writing and I know I haven't written a solid entry for a long time. Its about time I turn in and goodnight people.

I'm elated to be seeing my brother! Haven't seen him for the past 11 days!! gosh. I wonder if Israel is good. I wanna go there if I have the chance. Visiting the Vatican City would be cool!

I got my head checked at 2:13 AM .