Friday, May 11, 2007

I think my doctor is like super rich. Firstly, there's like an LCD tv in his clinic, hi-fi set, surround sound speakers, a water filter worth 3k and like so much more. Cool guy..



It really pains me to see you suffering when I can't do anything to help except use comforting words. Sigh. Useless friend indeed.

Really depressing day.. left school earlier than usual because I just didn't have the mood. Yeah..

Sometimes.. we have to fight for our survival. Like myself. I do know that I'm always saying things like 'oh i wanna die' and stuff.. and now, when I am really facing it, I wish that I would take back what I once said.

Like don't ask what I'm suffering from. Treat me as a normal kid. Anyways, my doctor asked me to go back in 2 weeks time for another review. But since my folks are going overseas, it will be pushed to 3 weeks. Yeah imagine having to see a doctor every 2 weeks, I think thats really sad.

We only live once. So I'm going to as much as possible to make my life more complete.